Saturday, December 3, 2011

Final Blog Post


I chose these blog post as my three as my best because I used the text best when I wrote these pieces.   Instead of going off of other information or off on a tangent, I actually used the text.

In Looking at Hell through Dante's Translators Eyes,  I picked apart one word of Dante’s inferno.

In Beowulf- the static hero I examined Beowulf the character by looking at what the text says about his actions. 

In The Flood Story I used passages from the Bible to describe the character of Yahweh. 

I love using the literature itself and I think that this tactic produces the best work.  Why weren't all my posts like this?  Probably because I always get lost on Rabbit Trails. 

Rosa Celeste: Dante and Beatrice gaze upon
the highest Heaven, The Empyrean
Ideas about literature

My ideas about literature have changed.  Not in the “we went from hate to passionate love” kind of way.  Instead my scope of literature simply broadened.  I think my vision and understanding has changed through reading and thinking about these pieces. 

I had no idea that some of these pieces even existed (Gilgamesh, Tale of Genji, Li  Bai).  Now, they are some of my favorite pieces of literature.  I will admit this class has left me with a school girl crush. . . . on Dante’s Inferno of course.  I can’t help it.  Good poetry makes me feel all fluttery.

My skills in reading and writing have improved dramatically this semester.   To be honest, it makes me feel a little stupid.  I find myself thinking “I should have known this so how come I didn’t realize this”.  I would learn from class.  Actually learn and feel stupid.  I love this combination in a class!

 I think my writing is naturally getting better with practice.  However, understanding what makes these pieces “tick” helps me to be able to create the perfect “tick” for my essays.  After all essays are often like complicate (sometimes boring) clocks.  
  
Before I start flattering a particular teacher, I will move on.

I could have done better this semester, however considering everything else (my four other classes and two kids) I did pretty well. 

Weaknesses
  • Procrastinating — self explanatory
  • Insecure— I have been known to call myself a genius, brilliant and one who possesses great literary prowess.  However, I don’t feel confident about my writing at all.  I have to tell myself to just “get it done” in order to even turn in a paper.    
  • Chicken — I feel nervous in class.  I try to hide it, but sometimes it means I just sit in class not participating.  I don’t let people read my poetry, neglect to voice my ideas, and I am scared of trying new things with my writing . . . the list goes on.
  • Bad Grammar—I am working on this problem.  Someday I will turn in a paper with no grammatical errors.  When will that day come? Not sure.
  • and— I am indecisive, easily distracted, and keep mentioning things like Korean pop music in my writing.

Strengths
  • Relatively Intelligent— Let’s face it.  Even “it’s not bad” writing requires a certain level of intelligence.  I am not saying that other people are stupid.  I am just saying that I am not dullest knife in the drawer.  I am not going to be falsely humble (right now anyways).
  • Listening – I am fairly good at clearing my brain and listening openly.  I take criticism and try to learn from it.  I crave constructive criticism. The other kind I fear.
  • Love –I love writing.  It makes me feel all tense and relaxed at the same time.  Writing is like taking a shower after two weeks of camping.  Like rain in the summer, the first taste of autumn.  I like the control and the submission.  I think this is a strength. 
  • The ability to function on limited sleep-- self explanatory    

Beaufort Sea: C-- Sea. get it? Sí! 
[Disclaimer—I would be the type of teacher everyone hates]
I would give myself a 76%.  Yep. I would give myself a mid C.  I did work hard sometimes (like on the essay), but I missed several blog posts and often stayed silent in class.  I could have worked harder on the essay.  I spent long hours on bigger projects, but I often read the texts on the bus while going to school.  

Friday, December 2, 2011

Rabbit Trail---The Word Reading


I decided to go to The Word reading.  In all honesty, the offer of extra credit was a huge factor.  I like feeding my kids dinner every night, and I had to miss a dinner in order to attend.

 I love going to things like this, but without extra credit being offered I would not have had a strong enough reason to go.  Anyways, I went to The Word reading and learned a few things.

this tea looks a little different
Longjing (Dragon Well) tea steeping
Leave Grandma at Home. 

Unless your grandma is an ex-hippie free love type or currently in a wild faze that makes the rest of the family feel uncomfortable, this will not be your grandma’s cup of tea.  I would also advise you to leave your pre-teen/teens at home as well (the car ride back would be quite awkward). 

Why?

Well, the short stories at this semesters reading were. . . .how do I say this. . .  a little on the risqué side.  Hell, I felt downright awkward during the several very sexual parts of two of the short stories.  
My thoughts:  “wait. . . . what? The opening of the story was a description of that? . . . . In public you’re talking about that?”

The writing was quite good, but I was really distracted by a feeling of discomfort during the two more graphic short stories.  It isn’t like the stories would need to be published with a half naked Fabio on the cover; I am just not used to hearing that kind of thing in public.  Maybe it just surprised me.

Question:
Are the readings always that sex filled?

Based on this semester I would not recommend The Word reading to:

·         my parents
·         fellow church members
·         children
·         those with a heart condition
·         recently clean coke/sex addicts
·         men who have recently taken Cialis

Who would I recommend it to?

·         almost everyone else

I did think several of the pieces were amazing.   And I have to give props to the writers/readers who were willing to read their works like that.  I can’t even give a presentation without feeling awkward.  I could never read something so specifically about naked, sex, lust stuff in front of a bunch of strangers.

Would I go again?

Sure. Well, maybe. There are certain restrictions on the life of a single mom of two.  I shall see.

What did I learn about writing?

Bravery is as Key to writing as Kim KiBum is to Shinee fans (ha ha ha).  I think I need to be brave.

I do LOVE constructive criticism, but I always think my work is horrible so I don’t let others read it.  I am not going to get any better if I don’t let other people help me improve. 
Maybe I need to follow the lead of my fellow CWI students, and bravely expose my writings to the harsh, cold and demented world.  Or just let a few people read them.  

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                                                                                (='.'=) – “Chicken!”
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                                (The bunny is not very supportive)